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Well this one is simple. If you would like to support my activities you do, chip in as you please. If it is bit more than fiver than when we meet next time and I've some extra cider or other interesting product with me, well you will be not thirsty. You have a year or two to claim it I guess ...
Well this one is simple. If you would like to support this project well you do, chip in as you please. If it is bit more than fiver than when we meet next time and we have some extra cider or other interesting product with us, well you will be not thirsty. You have a year or two to claim it lets say ...




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This is cider vinegar which I've made last year, so season 2019. I've aged in a barrel after calva (no appelation) so it has bit of it's smell and flavour plus of course wooden bucket of the oak barrel. I do not have an equipment to measure the exact degree of the acetic acid but it is rather on the light side. The volume of the bottle is 500 ml. Let me know which one you would like to have. We need to discuss the pick up as mentioned in the perk section. Do not forget to write the perk's name when making the contribution and your contact details.  
This is cider vinegar and it will be not ready before late summer 2022 because the previous year's ones were not strong enough. They are being aged in an oak barrel so it has bit of wooden smell and flavour, some are being fermented in glass. So far missing the proper equipment to measure the exact degree of the acetic acid but it is rather on the light side around 4 max 5°. The volume of the bottle is 500 ml. Let us know which one you would like to have. We need to discuss the pick up as mentioned in the perk section. Do not forget to write the perk's name when making the contribution and your contact details.  




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As the non flavoured version it is the product of the 2019 season. In this particular case I've added the raspberries which were used before to make the raspberry cider. The final product has a lovely raspberry colour, aroma and flavour, it is also bit stronger than the cider vinegar above. The volume of the bottle is 500 ml. Let me know which one you would like to have. We need to discuss the pick up as mentioned in the perk section. Do not forget to write the perk's name when making the contribution and your contact details.  
It is the product of the 2019 season. In this particular case the raspberries where added, which were first used to make the raspberry cider. The final product has a lovely raspberry colour, aroma and flavour, it is also bit stronger than the cider vinegar above. The volume of the bottle is 500 ml. Let us know which one you would like to have. We need to discuss the pick up as mentioned in the perk section. Do not forget to write the perk's name when making the contribution and your contact details.  




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We have made some lovely fruit and blossom based syrups using wild or organic ingredients like lemon, plum, elder flower and fruit mix (cherry, blackberry etc.). They are made by cold way so no heating up in any manner, generally one to one ratio with sugar (bio). The volume of the bottle is 500 ml. Let us know which one you would like to have. We need to discuss the pick up as mentioned in the perk section. Do not forget to write the perk's name when making the contribution and your contact details.  
I've made lovely fruit and blossom based syrups using wild or organic ingredients like lemon, plum, elder flower and fruit mix (cherry, blackberry etc.). They are made by cold way so no heating up in any manner, generally one to one ratio with sugar (bio). The volume of the bottle is 500 ml. Let me know which one you would like to have. We need to discuss the pick up as mentioned in the perk section. Do not forget to write the perk's name when making the contribution and your contact details.  




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One carton which equals 6 x 1 l bottles of pasteurized untreated apple juice which I've made in my last job from local untreated apples harvest by friend with a small semi-automatic machine. I've done the final triage and as a team we did the pasteurization afterwards, it is unfiltered. We need to discuss the pick up as mentioned in the perk section. Do not forget to write the perk's name when making the contribution and your contact details.  
One carton which equals 6 x 1 l bottles of pasteurized untreated apple juice which was made with pasteurization equipment of Vergers de Ducy from local untreated apples harvested by friend with a small semi-automatic machine. I've personally done the final triage and as a team we did the pasteurization afterwards, it is unfiltered as usually nothing added. We need to discuss the pick up as mentioned in the perk section. Do not forget to write the perk's name when making the contribution and your contact details.  




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Same as above, I've made lovely fruit and blossom based syrups using wild or organic ingredients like lemon, plum, elder flower and fruit mix (cherry, blackberry etc. all bio or wild). They are made by cold way so no heating up in any manner, generally one to one ratio with sugar (bio). This comprises of three 500 ml bottles. Let me know which one you would like to have. We need to discuss the pick up as mentioned in the perk section. Do not forget to write the perk's name when making the contribution and your contact details.   
Same as above, we have made lovely fruit and blossom based syrups using wild or organic ingredients like lemon, plum, elder flower and fruit mix (cherry, blackberry etc. all bio or wild). They are made by cold way so no heating up in any manner, generally one to one ratio with sugar (bio). This comprises of three 500 ml bottles. Let us know which one you would like to have. We need to discuss the pick up as mentioned in the perk section. Do not forget to write the perk's name when making the contribution and your contact details.   




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One carton of cider from [[cider_2019|season 2019]] or [[cider_2020|season 2020]] if you wait, which equals 6 x 75 cl bottles. Check the lots/batches description and decide which one you want and let me know, especially for brut or extra-brut. We need to discuss the pick up as mentioned in the perk section. Do not forget to write the perk's name when making the contribution and your contact details.  
One carton of cider from [[cider_2019|season 2019]], which equals 6 x 75 cl bottles. Check the lots/batches description and decide which one you want and let me know, especially for brut or extra-brut. We need to discuss the pick up as mentioned in the perk section. Do not forget to write the perk's name when making the contribution and your contact details.  





Revision as of 15:57, 27 February 2022

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This page is dedicated to making the 2021 cider season a financial success. You can help with that by buying some of the Cidrerie Jara high quality natural products for you, your friends, family ... If you like this project, you can donate directly towards it, it is always appreciated! You can also help out with variety of tasks which needs to be done like translation, building up the online presence, inviting and hosting a cider event at your community, promoting the products, helping during the harvest season and many more.

Campaign status

  • Total amount desired: 20 000.00€
  • Number of sales/donations: 0
  • Total amount received/pledged: 000.00€
  • Starting 1/3/2022
  • Ends 15/9/2022
  • Updated 27/2/2022

Summary

This campaign has several goals, the main being commercialization of the products. In this year, 2022, we want to cover the rest of the costs of 2021 season and importantly gather funds which will completely cover the upcoming 2022 season which starts in mid of September 2022. The total costs should be around 20 000€ which is the goal of the campaign. Compared to the previous years, the main focus is no longer on donations, which are however gladly accepted, but on promotion and sale of the products, especially through professional sellers and exporters, any contacts in these domains are highly appreciated! Decent online commercial presence is the key and it is being build. As you can already see, info is being added to these pages dedicated specifically to this project. The labels, at least the first generation is already done, product is already being sold labeled with them. If all goes well by the end of March simple online shop will be ready. The cidrerie will be promoting it's products at several international cider workshops, some of them are mentioned here. The cidre tastings will be happening again, invitations are welcome! To check more info and numbers for the 2021 season please have a look here. Within the 2021 season we have transformed around 30 tonnes of apples resulting in around 210 hl = 21 000 l of cider fermenting. This is by the way considered a smallest size for cidrerie to be run as full time commercial project. The current debt of the business is around 25 000€. The value of stock in cider and calva at the moment is roughly between 60 000 to 70 000€, the cidrerie has over 10 000 of bottles (mostly 75 cl) and 800 l distillate of over 60% of alcohol. Before the end of spring over 1 000 l of distillate will be made, increasing the value of the stock to over 100 000€, however time for aging will be needed. All the stocks are regularly legally reported to the douane.

Donating

You can donate in the following ways:

  • Bank transfer (preferred) to Frantisek Apfelbeck's (Algoldor's) bank account:
    • IBAN : CZ68 2010 0000 0020 0083 3482 (have changed the account from French to Czech one)
    • BIC : FIOBCZPPXXX
    • Please add the description "cidre2021" plus "perk name" if you claim one.
  • Bitcoin donation receiving address (Algoldor's bitcoin wallet): 1AxX8BMNs4fnZXyCpZURqtMDiP1yGY3YMS
    • Please add the description "cidre2021" plus "perk name" if you claim one. If you are about making bigger order like over 200 or 300€ please let me know, the bitcoin value is sometimes oscillating quite a bit and I may have an issue to wait till it is back to the "reasonable" value which would cover at least the costs of production.
  • PayPal Send money to: algoldor@yahoo.com
    • Please use the "Send money to a friend" function and include your Name, Nickname and "cidre2021" plus "perk name" if you claim one. Thank you!

Contact: algoldor@foodhackingbase.org

Perks

The perks or products are all legally produced so they include taxes. The prices mentioned are for end customers, for prices for professionals please contact ???(info@cidreriejara.com). The prices do not include delivery, from the cidrerie door to the client it is paid by client. The cider is being stocked in Normandie, France, Kout na Šumavě, Czech Republic and hopefully soon also in Berlin. Once per month starting by March, latest by April, the orders can be send by delivery, within Germany it is around 6€ for carton of six 75 cl bottles, so around 1€ per bottle, for Sweden for example around 19€ for the same. The cider should be available for pick up also at big hacker events like MCH 2022 in Netherlands and next CCC Congress. Some big European cities will be passed by car during the year but not sure which ones and when yet. Otherwise try to group with other people, that makes the deliveries by car much more easy. Deliver can be done on request but the delivery costs needs to be covered, which means at least the fuel and toll. During this year it is sold especially 2019 season and exceptionally also 2020 season (the 2019 needs to go first). Cidrerie Jara ciders should be in general stored if possible below 15°C, older the cider gets, more stable it is (the yeast get inactive). Temperature over 20 or 25°C should be definitely avoided during first year after bottling plus long distance transportation. Few days are OK but when you get it delivered please do respect the temperature requirements! It could start to re-ferment and explode, no kidding, it is life natural product, please do keep that in mind! The 2020 season has been bottled in "method traditionnelle" bottles (basically Champagne bottle), which can take up to 10 bars, so explosion of the bottle should not happen. The 2019 season was bottled in "cuve closed" bottles which can take up to 6 bars and there is a risk, however the aging strongly decreased this risk already. So far there were no explosions and both us and the assurance company would love to keep it that way. If you decide for a perk, which I hope so, please give us your preferred contact email, if possible phone number and address would be great too so we can coordinate the delivery!


  • Symbolic

Price: a bit to a lot Available: unlimited Claimed: 0

Well this one is simple. If you would like to support this project well you do, chip in as you please. If it is bit more than fiver than when we meet next time and we have some extra cider or other interesting product with us, well you will be not thirsty. You have a year or two to claim it lets say ...


  • Vinegar

Price: €5 Available: 50 Claimed:0

This is cider vinegar and it will be not ready before late summer 2022 because the previous year's ones were not strong enough. They are being aged in an oak barrel so it has bit of wooden smell and flavour, some are being fermented in glass. So far missing the proper equipment to measure the exact degree of the acetic acid but it is rather on the light side around 4 max 5°. The volume of the bottle is 500 ml. Let us know which one you would like to have. We need to discuss the pick up as mentioned in the perk section. Do not forget to write the perk's name when making the contribution and your contact details.


  • Raspberry Vinegar

Price: €7 Available: 15 Claimed:0

It is the product of the 2019 season. In this particular case the raspberries where added, which were first used to make the raspberry cider. The final product has a lovely raspberry colour, aroma and flavour, it is also bit stronger than the cider vinegar above. The volume of the bottle is 500 ml. Let us know which one you would like to have. We need to discuss the pick up as mentioned in the perk section. Do not forget to write the perk's name when making the contribution and your contact details.


  • Syrup

Price: €10 Available: 20 Claimed: 0 We have made some lovely fruit and blossom based syrups using wild or organic ingredients like lemon, plum, elder flower and fruit mix (cherry, blackberry etc.). They are made by cold way so no heating up in any manner, generally one to one ratio with sugar (bio). The volume of the bottle is 500 ml. Let us know which one you would like to have. We need to discuss the pick up as mentioned in the perk section. Do not forget to write the perk's name when making the contribution and your contact details.


  • Apple Juice


Price: €24 Available: 10 Claimed: 0

One carton which equals 6 x 1 l bottles of pasteurized untreated apple juice which was made with pasteurization equipment of Vergers de Ducy from local untreated apples harvested by friend with a small semi-automatic machine. I've personally done the final triage and as a team we did the pasteurization afterwards, it is unfiltered as usually nothing added. We need to discuss the pick up as mentioned in the perk section. Do not forget to write the perk's name when making the contribution and your contact details.


  • 3xSyrups

Price: €30 Available: 15 Claimed: 0

Same as above, we have made lovely fruit and blossom based syrups using wild or organic ingredients like lemon, plum, elder flower and fruit mix (cherry, blackberry etc. all bio or wild). They are made by cold way so no heating up in any manner, generally one to one ratio with sugar (bio). This comprises of three 500 ml bottles. Let us know which one you would like to have. We need to discuss the pick up as mentioned in the perk section. Do not forget to write the perk's name when making the contribution and your contact details.


  • Cider Supporter

Price: €36 Available: 100 Claimed: 0

One carton of cider from season 2019, which equals 6 x 75 cl bottles. Check the lots/batches description and decide which one you want and let me know, especially for brut or extra-brut. We need to discuss the pick up as mentioned in the perk section. Do not forget to write the perk's name when making the contribution and your contact details.


  • Cider Fan

Price: €72 Available: 50 Claimed: 5

Two cartons of cider from season 2019 or season 2020 which equals 12 x 75 cl bottles. There may be a bottle of micro-cuvé (small batches) like ginger, honey, raspberry etc if you like. We need to discuss the pick up as mentioned in the perk section. Do not forget to write the perk's name when making the contribution and your contact details.


  • Cider Lover

Price: €108 Available: 30 Claimed: 0

Three cartons of cider from season 2019 or season 2020 which equals 18 x 75 cl bottles. There may be a bottle or two of micro-cuvé (small batches) like ginger, honey, raspberry etc if you like. We need to discuss the pick up as mentioned in the perk section. Do not forget to write the perk's name when making the contribution and your contact details.


Price: €48 Available: 20 Claimed: 2

One carton which equals 6 x 75 cl bottles of selection of my micro-cuvés, which may include based on your preference fallowing ciders - ginger, elder-flower, raspberry, traditional (apples crashed and pressed on traditional click-clack press), mielé/honey, calvados (cider aged in oak barrels after calvados), buckwheat and more. I don't want to promise miracles but I should be able to add one small bottle of syrup of flavour of the cider like raspberry or elder-flower so you can sweeten your dry cider a bit. We need to discuss the pick up as mentioned in the perk section. Do not forget to write the perk's name when making the contribution and your contact details.


Price: €250 Available: 8 Claimed: 0

I come to your place (around Western and Central Europe) and I will do professional cider slide presentation, around one hour with discussion and afterwards guided tasting. There will be over ten samples of well selected ciders originating in different countries, produced by different styles, plus some related products. Between 10 to 15 participants is best, up to twenty really max! The event is donation based so people are encouraged to donate to cover the expenses for samples and especially the travel, the costs are likely going to be over the perk value (around €150 just for samples). I do this event regularly and it is a "class" by now. Please get in touch with me before confirming this perk, so we agree on time and place checking on the costs! Do not forget to write the perk's name when making the contribution and your contact details.


Price: €400 Available: 8 Claimed: 0

I come to your place (around Western and Central Europe) and I will do professional cider slide presentation, around one hour with discussion and afterwards guided tasting. There will be over ten samples of well selected ciders originating in different countries, produced by different styles, plus some related products. Between 10 to 15 participants is best, up to twenty really max! The expenses of the event are covered, no donations needed but could be collected for the hosting place if you like. I do this event regularly and it is a "class" by now. Please get in touch with me before confirming this perk, so we agree on time and place checking on the costs! Do not forget to write the perk's name when making the contribution and your contact details.


Price: €600 and plus Available: 3 Claimed: 0

Now, in order to come to your place and do this professional cider slide presentation, around one hour with discussion and afterwards guided tasting, I need to cover the cost of the samples (around €150) and my travel. There will be over ten samples of well selected ciders originating in different countries, produced by different styles, plus related products. Between 10 to 15 participants is best, up to twenty really max! I do this event regularly and it is a class by now. Please get in touch with me before confirming this perk because with this one we really need to figure out the traveling costs, my availability, donation based or covered etc. The idea is to be able to come to places where I would like to sell in the future or which I would like to visit. If well done, the donations can bring quite some funds in, I would say over half of the budget. Do not forget to write the perk's name when making the contribution and your contact details.

Details

I started to work with microbes during my studies of biology in 2000 and my active food&beverage fermentation career started around 2007. I've been into it on "every day basis" since. I started with cider after I came back to Europe in 2016. This is my fifth season and second commercial one. I'm doing my best to produce and sell high quality product done in what we can call natural traditional manner. The product and the way how it is made, the business structure and medium to long term goals are described below. Please have a look on it because if you decide to support this project by donation or investment, which I hope for, I really prefer that you know quite well what is this about it is a "long distance run" for me.

Production

  • manual harvest
  • "nothing" used to treat the trees or cider, no chemicals added
  • all fermented by natural yeast
  • défécation and soutirage/racking
  • prise de mousse naturelle - fermentation in the bottle by native yeast

The apples come from small non-treated orchards and they are harvested by hand as much as possible (100% for 2017, 2018 and 2019 season, 60% for 2020 season (I really hope only exceptionally)). No chemical products are used during the whole process, the cider is fermented only by yeast native to the apples and to the cellar. Part of the 2019 season is unfiltered, 2020 season is completely unfiltered. The fizziness of the product is accomplished by prise de mousse naturelle which is slow secondary fermentation of the cider in the closed bottle. For more info about the process see here. I can do between 500 to 900 kg per day by myself depending on the orchard, weather, my condition and also if I harvest directly to a trailer or into the bags. I transport my apples next to my workshop and in general I allow them to sit for two weeks so they can mature a bit more. After that I crash and press the apples with help of local prestataire de service M. Benoit Guerrand, who comes with his mobile press. Here a big thanks to my friends who help me with this! If we do well, we can transform around three to four tonnes during four hours. With around 60-70% efficiency it gives max 700 l of fresh apple juice from 1000 kg of apples give or take. I try to select which apples are pressed when during the pressing, which results in a juice/moût with flavour profile corresponding as much as possible with the final cider flavour which I'm after. It is called assemblage you can do it before pressing or after. I transfer the resulting juice into the fermentation vessels taking the samples. If all goes well, there is a process called défécation "high clearing" where the pectins clarify the juice. I let the young cider ferment at ambient temperature over the winter. During this period I'm transferring the cider (racking/soutirage) from vessel to vessel to slow down the fermentation, disposing the sediment therefore getting rid of impurities and excess life yeast cells including the dead ones. I check how is the specific density going slowly down, smelling and tasting if the cider doesn't have any off fragrances or off flavours. If it does I try to work with it or destine it for distillation. I also try to check the pH. Around February I do the final fragrance and flavour tests and check by microscope what is the yeast cell count. I stopped filtrating my cider by 2019 season so if the yeast cell count is too high I either wait longer or the cider will be distilled. When I decide that the cider is ready for bottling I buy bottles, corks, muselets and capsules, get the bottling equipment ready, some of it I'm still borrowing and with help of my friends I start to bottle. Well synchronized group of four people can bottle around 2 000x of 75 cl bottles depending if they are capsuling (faster) or corking. The cider continues to ferment in the bottle with just natural yeast strains which were already present, so called prise de mousse naturelle, which takes between four to five months. This process should occur at temperatures below 10°C resulting in pressure of 2-3 bars. If all goes well by the end of the summer or beginning of the autumn the cider is ready to be drunk. However any shipment on long distance and especially at higher temperature just after end of the season is risky so I generally try to deliver myself at the moment or I deliver previous season which is way more stable because the yeast cells are already inactive.

Business entity and Model

  • for more information about the business have a look on the company Jara details.
  • smaller artisanal production, high quality product, aim on export and higher quality restaurants and wine shops
  • current size: 15 to 20 tonnes transformed into 90 - 110 hl (9 000 - 11 000 l) of cider, bottled around 40 hl (4 000 l) therefore around 7 000 of 37.5 and 75 cl bottles.
  • future 2-4 years: +- 20 - 30 tonnes of apples transformed, so compared to 2019 and 2020 around double amount of products if I find customers and have money to invest
  • long term: max 100 tonnes, rather smaller
  • prices per 75 cl bottle: usual batch €5-6 for 75 cl bottle before tax (tax +-20%)
  • prices per 75 cl bottle: premium batch/micro-cuvé, €7-9 for 75 cl bottle before tax (tax +-20%)
  • prices per 75 cl bottle: helpers, perks and pre-buy €6 for 75c ml bottle including tax standard batches (for 2019 season and I will try to keep it at €6 for 2020 too at least one batch or so) and €8 for micro-cuvés

My aim is to keep making a high quality product in a manner described above at smaller quantities because I believe there is a limit how big you can go and do it well. Based on my experience I can imagine something up to 100 tonnes but that would be max and "long term future" maybe, which will be discussed later. This season I've transformed around 18 tonnes of apples resulting in over 110 hl (11 000 l) of juice. In the next few years, so 2021, 2022 and 2023 seasons lets say I plan to gradually increase it to thirty tonnes if I manage to sell the product so I've money to invest. The standard price which I plan to ask for most of the batches (lots) will be around €6-7 for 75 cl bottle before tax (tax is 20% in general) and for €7-9 for 75 cl for special small batches (micro-cuvés) before taxes (tax 20%). I would like to make one batch for lower price for people who help me during the season financially or by their activity, plus people who would pre-buy. In this particular case I would like stay around 6€ per bottle for standard batches final price before after the tax. These prices seems to me reasonable concerning the type and size of production which I do. Also compared to other professional producers who do cider in a similar manner and quality, the price corresponds. For me the prices are simply reflecting economic reality, they give me a chance to compete, get into and stay on the market. My main aim for sale is export, especially countries in Europe where the clients are willing to pay for this product, like Belgium, Netherlands, Germany, Austria etc. and places where I've been living before like USA, Japan, Korea and other. I hope to develop private lets say direct clientele but most of the product will be sold into restaurants, caves/wine shops and bioshops. I do not plan in foreseeable future to sell on local markets.

Long Term Vision

OK, so the ones who know me for longer have heard the story time after time, if you did not well enjoy! My long term goal is to set up a fermentation community in the countryside, I would like to do that in Czech Republic where I'm from. The community should be quite financially independent, providing for itself. I strongly believe in some commercial activities, read income if you like, to pay for it's independence and to keep it running, plus covering people's needs long term. There is no vacuum we interact with the world. For me having strong focus on educational and experimental is very important and honestly I would like to direct it there in a long term. I would like to be the main owner and have the right of veto. The idea is to buy land with either old farm or build up a place. I've decided that the central commercial activity to make this project happen and to keep it going in the first decade or two is production of cider and related products. I've spend quite some time thinking about it, trust me, it was not just the "dream castle" leisure. I actually had to defend it in front of the professional comity as my personal cidre installation project in order to became certified cidrie. Over twenty five pages in French. Long story short the total estimate of costs was around €375 000. There should be at least seven hectares of land for orchards, mix of dwarf trees (basse-tige) and standard threes (haute-tige). One hectare of agricultural land in Czech Republic starts around €10 000, planting an orchard properly is around €6 000 to €7 000 per hectare, so around €115 000 total just for land and planting. I've estimated that building up a decent cider making facility will be around €120 000. Three floors (two mostly sub-terrain), mix of bricks and concrete (see pictures). The machines and tools needed for taking care about the orchard, harvesting (manual harvest), transformation, fermentation, bottling and commercialization can be easily around €140 000. In total as mentioned, we can talk about €375 000 give or take. I believe that it can be done for less but on the other hand lets be honest, the project was not megalomanic, it was actually quite pretty minimalistic. I can hardly imagine doing this properly with funds under €250 000. Of course the question is if to really go by this size in the future, which is by the way still a very very small production concerning the standard in France or stick to much smaller scale but bit bigger than I do now. Well future will show. I've been also forty this year, I'm single no woman no kids, well I'm starting to ask myself how much I need to live if it is just me, doing some big things then makes not so much sense, does it?